whole foods@whole foods

chocolate@chocolate
jar@jar
coffee@coffee
public massage@public massage

Why did you wrap that plaid thing around me if you didn't mean it?

thought of you.never
months.
through myths and
one hug.that sucked
I cant.
challenge phantom feelings
lose it.a little
hold her shoulders

It Takes Village

Takes time to notice. Like a year.
Didn't feel anything. Concern only
for self. Distracted. Good and dis...
By what I, of what others. Too.
An old decision. Lived by now.

Just notice. Just bend the fuck over
backward. Take it. Without expected.
Isn't that why anyways...desire the
un--desirable. The inability to. Real. 
Security. Warm avoidance and self.

#poetry

#stoptalking
       ^fucking
#itsobvious
    ^fucking
#anditsembarassing
         ^fucking
#deletedcontact
           ^fucking

And You Lost Like Over a Sixth of Your Life, Stolen. Kidnapped, So? Deal With It.

counting steps again
going for hours
look down
swinging to Broken Bells
and memories
understand nothing, also
absorb--seek nothing
pointed, not likely, argue

Even if you can't
make amends with, just
be cool, and take it

Cathartic Art

Fuck  that mess.

Meat

Something really, really new, and I'm sparing with it, even when pretending, but that's okay, it follows my age, and I've been thinking of me lately, like that oldness, like that Kate, and her ways, and how she can--everything--and I can--nothing--after all. Only.

Fuck That Mess

All the time.
It was good too
so I will find a little space
to do it again.
But don't wait up all night
we'll erase the morning

Screwdriver melody

Work, work. Work, work.
You better work bitch.
earnestly agree with
You better work bitch.
And No sleep til

DRRYYHHMMPP

Body. Body. Close.
Hungry, I suppose. 
I don't settle.
But I can sink in. Move again.
Make things easy.

What are you looking at? Your life is perfect. You think I’m pathetic? You’re a fool. Don’t you...

Boom.

Title

Big Fucking Deal, Life

Reworkings

The More She, the Less He

 

Ginger

Pulling on beads. Pearl necklace.

Moving like a whouse

after 24 hour, attract.

Red, with coded envy.

Beat sure of. Being under anything.

under, grateful hurries.

Fire shot, caught

lattices do shake

too far underweight.

-

Your pile of quivering crap. is.

--

Stay alone tonight.
Just in case. Bored.

"And, I Mean, I Have This Much Left to Learn, and It Can Fix Anything, and I Need a Hug, It's the One Thing It Can't Fix...

With sister, Whole Foods, months ago, bathroom.

Left her alone. Out. Near imported cheese.

Bugged out Yogi dude. Eyes. Handstands. Eyes.

Pale, and glazed, and much like Flea’s.

He wants a hug. No. He needs a hug. Handshake.

She. Uncomfortable but willing. A sob story away.

Old, so old. And staring. I take one for the team.

Over-used. Texture. Describe the damage. Skin.