Thursday, September 5, 2019

daddy's fansite fact: we come from nowhere. a swamp.

we think of these fortuitous moments.
was really ^was the first flight in the alone.
the story, my loves, always come out, first. over 50. strangers.

estranged compliment

buried in pain

they said the space i made was the only safe
body-in-differ: all presence
to perform that small magic.

2 years post-want

I'm 2020, a broken 2018 body. moved as quickly.
They have become a symbol of wht we can manifest.
And, it's a Comeback year.

I've lost 75% of my body so far this year

another forsooth apocalypse
you lose your body too
digital detritus in the heart
~always searching for an owned-lost data

every time the rain falls. think of me.

she said: of course you do--they're physically unavailable.

dear whomever, you see me really well. xoxo, k.

thinking is better than being.
we normally do that. fizzle.

and, maybe we just stop. so much with the "keep going."

a identity of generation found a liberation on the internet.

you sound like you are under water. {wash me with your hands}

cannot tell you enough (closed) how much i love (you) the Marriott

2 day grace: overcome with gratitude.

and, we want to say tender things to everyone we know.
how we think about them often.
when we see. when we learn. when we act. almost bought.
:that time you said in front of everyone: is a really kind person, actually.
(some casting calls)
our favorite color. food. book. unimaginable.

we are full of our selves :ATTN:


this is a kind of apology

we: just want to be friends

faking own death in about 3 hours.

i said: who do you love? and, are you for sure?
(i wanna lounge w/ you. i do what i gotta do)

but we left a hand in darkness. we read them--like theory.

I alway knew it would end, bodily.

get ready, social, for this emo rollercoaster.
I said(!) the end was just the beginning of the end.

just. the. idea. of being thirsty (instead of Tired) HELLO WORLD

"there is acid in my freezer"

internet search: if someone offers you acid does that mean they like-like you?

dodged a bullet, there, there,
remember when you were fully intrigued, system-type-thing?
pre-pre--integration. assimilation. wet a f l w r in your company.
((old school. welcomes.
made a mad little seed out of your stare--I said I should have been more.

that knife: you're smarter than that

sliding doors games: wish it were we
-i am your apocalypse- records of the dream domain
                                      before they laid their flat upon
                                      me flesh hoard in the darkest
-i thought myself an exile, between two mountains-

but, i thought you were smarter than you...then. 

i slept on ice so i wouldn't move towards you

there are these moments we can identify when we should have been More.
but. .we are what we are.

i saw it on their desk. they kept it (!) i mean, it was in a stack of papers. oh;(

if we weren't you. we were against you.
//no more i love yous
put your seat belt. you put on your seat belt.
//desire.  despair.  desire.  despair.

share, comment, save, more myth than reality (w/e that means)

love met expectantly with cruelty in (nov and) dec
what a way to end. a partners (in crimes)
waiting in a box. i game there so much.

an indulgence chant, have we before?

known wastelands: throat and lungs,
into the Air they cut a card
we've never known. A /S/ L              |judgement|

a simple text. a button. it's not even *real*


I  F I N D  Y O U [ON MY PERSON]

I find you on my personal computer.
we A S S I G N E D you that intimacy before REQUESTED.

a simple text.
a [BUTTON]      
it's not even  *real*

a farther figure U+F60E

last of the surveillance. we say exhausted. over. done.



immaturity feast: we think more of you now that paramore is dead.

that STRONG digipet, we are
`full` for ATTN.           thot-narcissism was a key.

(sorry for the way we looked at you) it was a kind of lie.
                                       we didn't think a `toy` could with emotion.

that forest scene. from a mouth we could barely breathe.

the finest girl I'd ever seen.
an accent to go with it, I'm telling you she's mean.

decontextualize the bodies.
under purview. some laws.
lean in: situate knowledge.
hold her hair back for her.
make space for [difference]

    :you look just like Inuyasha sitting there on that tree:
::little one, you need to learn what it means to be owned::

our art is planet-bad, no wonder we called ourselves a vaudeville act for dd.

your *new institutional meat*
                                      meet me in the bathroom. O
but i told her that i wanted you to love me again. exploit if that's contingency.
with an understanding: double damn, daddy. i guess that's what we messed for.

WARDROBE: tell all the truth

[but tell it slant]

I'm official. Dying. Sprung. In the end of time no-less.

what we think of : get us into trouble : are trouble

we watched your old friends         | newness send us on
we thought tendency of the tone   | in front of everyone
we beloved with teeth together     | at 4:02 am
you and your book, spoken concise. re-read that faithful night, when you covered my advice and character in a thumbnail that includes something, like, the way we bite the inside of a mouth (RBM).

to be sure of masking, dom+sub for effort.
*inspired, but feelings less to invoke*

Sunday, September 1, 2019

Libra is Earth, how dare you $$$

we want to see you suffer so that we know (buy) success is fun

a world where tragedy and terror breeds fame. notoriety drowns out humanity.

we are a valid experience. the only thing that doesn't cause cancer: vegan water (read virgin, purity, haunt)

101. 'bisexual' used to be used to describe gender ep.

our love is in our room.
                                     .linguistically diverse.
we are packing a leave
and they are on the phone
speaking a language we cannot
"indiscernible, indiscernible, 
I'll send you the PDF"

we worry our opportunity
                                            .dry.
but we know we are selfish.

.transport the body from one side of the water to the other.

Bolsheviks said: let us learn from the french revolution
and then did the sam'o shit.
//Don't B Evil.

there is no news things left. Nowhere, Utopia

when blood is mentioned, reason departs (side eye)
she said: very deep. in us all.
they called it: sacrifice, victim, scapegoat
but (Side. Eye.)
"When a leader evokes Blood, it is to arouse support."

one or two words of renewing a history. re:history.

demon-ated by our own *savage past

we are gathering, hard rapid, to simulate                   i like it

the left hand does not know (the darkness)
does not want (of darkness) what the right does.

and, so it stays, a system built               like it

laborcore? staplercore? ~nude panty hose

aesthetic, my atic: esthe
1 9 9 2
bank teller
NTHG

but, white out
for correction fluids

bought a tall, *heat*, blonde tool from an e-seller

with oppositional politics: a forum, a bulletin, a chat room -half full-
*go invisible*

would sell se if we had it, brainiac.

it's a .rough ride. to think of you
you the debt of difference
make a living

[between panic attacks in your studio]
second bedroom: office
bedroom: sleeping bag, your car
yet, we say, we say it again, full-farce sarcasm: vacay-for-pay!

we give space for thought. thank you. we know.

Pixar hug scandal:
cannot breathe, corporeal calls.

a horror room, re: locker filled hall. any, some mall.

cum inappropriate for your career

i write a proposal, a self-sustaining burn.
exorcise the possessed, we enjoy a relationship with a body
without prospect.

owner

hot like high school, better than dancing for daddy.

under.
your.
roof.

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