Yes. So unnecessary. Body is superfluous flesh. Speaking of a zombie. Rot. Yet, why are we without that simple mode. Imagining hands, barely there. They barely move for you. Slight. Not even worth the time, and you could have caught them
in the cold. Mine. Much bigger, longer, better. Extension of body. Whatever that is. Something that did and continues to exist. Soon only for me. Estranged touch. Materialize into information before the morning. We won't [sleep], because I'm unclear in your gaze.
a project of skill-less and dead-author labor turned dead-text turned dead-reader, love affair with space, some cloud to influx information without regard for human eyes. &poetry
Sunday, September 30, 2018
Friday, September 28, 2018
weakly energies
performing objects. a body is a body is a body. end this user.
we are a lesbian project. and star signs are better descriptions than any other
IDentifier. built on a circle, non-hierarchical. structures. be my switch. not
sub, not dom. we sex-human for you, sweet overlord, read sarcasm with love. an
input field isn’t necessary when you scrap embodiment like a desert. comb over
the details, indiscriminate to a fault. bros profit off us both. leave the
world behind. you are my daughter and my mother. likewise for crops.
Monday, September 24, 2018
aries, do you miss them?
astrological signs a better, less oppressive
description than any other identifier. as much logic as many.
description than any other identifier. as much logic as many.
Friday, September 21, 2018
call me [deepfake] daddy. can't relate
I want you to draw out
the shapes of my face.
trace a trajectory across maps like theirs.
the shapes of my face.
trace a trajectory across maps like theirs.
a touch without the token of sensation
buzz under me.
nothing's *real*
but it is exactly what we need.
in a horror of erasure [something that only
scares the same]
you are so full,
give you more
*information*
someone we can call different.
pour your bigotry down on me
+context me more I like it+
nothing's *real*
but it is exactly what we need.
in a horror of erasure [something that only
scares the same]
you are so full,
give you more
*information*
someone we can call different.
pour your bigotry down on me
+context me more I like it+
Thursday, September 20, 2018
[imperfect]syntax, a space exchange
to be Her. to be reversed.
to write is to perform.
to perform is to speak.
challenge the interest: boring capital. desire. labor w/ love, but $$$.
to write is to perform.
to perform is to speak.
challenge the interest: boring capital. desire. labor w/ love, but $$$.
Wednesday, September 19, 2018
I'm open wide. I'm up to no good. A waste of time.
asmr is a gender battled wage-gap.
study says we only have four types,
which is far less than fonts (coming)
study says we only have four types,
which is far less than fonts (coming)
out of three options, it's never you, but the one we don't talk to is the only one we think of: modalities of care without attention.
you are boring.
and i am paranoid.
some boards fit the mold,
but it is the exactitude of the figure
the one you cut, easy, all i want is you.
perfectly slippery around my fingers,
a thumb inside you. sleek
appearances hardly lie.
outline a path, that cannot be denied.
i, sloppy drunk. turn up the volume
i hardly blame you. move to the side.
and i am paranoid.
some boards fit the mold,
but it is the exactitude of the figure
the one you cut, easy, all i want is you.
perfectly slippery around my fingers,
a thumb inside you. sleek
appearances hardly lie.
outline a path, that cannot be denied.
i, sloppy drunk. turn up the volume
i hardly blame you. move to the side.
mixed grain alcohol, "dolts is a very 90s term."
trying hard to fit among you.
a pregnant moment
waiting for the hand.
i'll turn the tables, become stable.
gorilla glass wait for my fingers
enabled over illuminated texts.
the horror of my touch:
even the quotidian is not *pure*
a pregnant moment
waiting for the hand.
i'll turn the tables, become stable.
gorilla glass wait for my fingers
enabled over illuminated texts.
the horror of my touch:
even the quotidian is not *pure*
i told them that politic is always situated
within bodies. my aching heart.
sometimes it takes a touch of darkness [to illuminate a folded glow]
do time for you. room. embodiment is an ugly history of closeness.
i want to be a part of you.
don't [sleep] on me now.
i would die for you.
sometimes it takes a touch of darkness [to illuminate a folded glow]
do time for you. room. embodiment is an ugly history of closeness.
i want to be a part of you.
don't [sleep] on me now.
i would die for you.
going insane. today: shook. trauma of responsiblity. delicate, circuitous bodies under care.
mental looks a little different sometimes:
plucking each leg hairs with tweezers
while listening to next month's taroscope
thinking about that total concept. that person that exists more in your mind than reality.
worrier princess advice column reading and worrying about how contact is a means to an end
and sometimes prolonged pain is a way. to suspend relief. and sit in known: queer tragedy
*we are self indulgent*
plucking each leg hairs with tweezers
while listening to next month's taroscope
thinking about that total concept. that person that exists more in your mind than reality.
worrier princess advice column reading and worrying about how contact is a means to an end
and sometimes prolonged pain is a way. to suspend relief. and sit in known: queer tragedy
*we are self indulgent*
Tuesday, September 18, 2018
sometimes i look at pictures of you while listening to Garbage and dead-weep just to get into a weird enough mood to work again, but Lil Miq
your smooth hands, curled near the microphone.
a lurker that cannot deny that you are still Special,
and <you will believe in me> too. I burn, #1crush. tear me apart.
a lurker that cannot deny that you are still Special,
and <you will believe in me> too. I burn, #1crush. tear me apart.
salt lick my horror to wounds. and, flat, artificial is preferable.
is better than: *boring het-sex*
scene: some two,
horrible people fucking each other.
scene: some two,
horrible people fucking each other.
can't deny you're with it. _pHd
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive. love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive. love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
love and labor, embodied
by mere fact of you. *lightning*
i come alive.
making in my image weirdest, hard times
laugh. cry. these lies:
I'm yours...some social
configurations, stay just to exaggerate
make you wonder why you even try//take you down
I'm yours...some social
configurations, stay just to exaggerate
make you wonder why you even try//take you down
Sunday, September 16, 2018
you've been forced. you've been forced, aries.
come to a point.
show your work.
servicing a thing, that eases within.
don't need anyone or anything anymore.
again. not quite human. again, it's not all up to you.
*worth it* let me work it *put it down, reverse it*
show your work.
servicing a thing, that eases within.
don't need anyone or anything anymore.
again. not quite human. again, it's not all up to you.
*worth it* let me work it *put it down, reverse it*
a/s/l? there is no time. gender. space.
you had to change.
.in came the sun
walking effortless.
this little circuit here, naked.
(link to my bio)
.in came the sun
walking effortless.
this little circuit here, naked.
(link to my bio)
you: reckoning your own value
either they're there. or not.
we are enough
no hard feelings. no need.
to fight enough
coming in to mine
we are enough
no hard feelings. no need.
to fight enough
coming in to mine
Sunday, September 9, 2018
and, the way the world keeps being in process, keeps in the process of ending...i'll have...you know...
i could...never finish this sentence...again, if i never...really wanted...to...because...what satisfation canst thou have tonight(?)...without...
the anti-colonialist effort of witchcraft is largely symbolic and 'unsuccessful'
poetry as a kind of spell. an enchantment that
cannot be translated into staid syntax.
we are language.
and magic.
fire,
magic.
cannot be translated into staid syntax.
we are language.
and magic.
fire,
magic.
not an optomist. but there is something necessary in the .end. despite never abled to experience it. right now, apocalypse
we feel the need. to endpoint.
like thermodynamics, keep going,
unable to be destroyed, just be altered
altered? to renewed apocalypse waiting
in the wings *or whatever* predictive change
we understand and
overestimate.
like thermodynamics, keep going,
unable to be destroyed, just be altered
altered? to renewed apocalypse waiting
in the wings *or whatever* predictive change
we understand and
overestimate.
i share you on my personal. some computer assigned you before intimacy was known. and now, water-damaged and slow, I can't let you go.
how do i teach you these things?
how do i elevate you to defile me?
how do i elevate you to defile me?
*negative capability* sounds like spells, shadow world
possibility unlimited|nothing is forbidden|a para.normal aside
i become a screen like always, also, articulating arms to embrace
on&on&absorbed.
know that articulation is telling
for those clearly in pain, be clear.
and I didn't harm her, but the person
who did was untenable, so i played
the screen. watch her project for me.
know that articulation is telling
for those clearly in pain, be clear.
and I didn't harm her, but the person
who did was untenable, so i played
the screen. watch her project for me.
waiting, watching, checking metadata, alone in a colorfield somewhere
and, she cornered me in a bar
and, she talked at me for 30
and, I'm confident in unlikeability
and, I'm telling you just to let go
and, she talked at me for 30
and, I'm confident in unlikeability
and, I'm telling you just to let go
there was something like desire there. a sucker for desperation
but it never last too long,
and then, we
preform it for you.
you in-absence of. &that is some history.
and then, we
preform it for you.
you in-absence of. &that is some history.
now-strangers we give zero about
makes communication easy and one-sided,
because, literally whatever. &i know, i know,
where is all the tragic queerness? subzero000
because, literally whatever. &i know, i know,
where is all the tragic queerness? subzero000
it's dead or be dead out here
i said something complicated/
it made them angry/
tell me something new/
strange things, costumed, a hip bone bruised
it made them angry/
tell me something new/
strange things, costumed, a hip bone bruised
playing the bad guy
reframing who that actor is, what body can inhabit that space *it should be stated that when i speak of Man I am talking about a Concept. Not you, Robert. Not you in particular.
Saturday, September 8, 2018
omg this is the climax where the beautiful underdog gets the hunk, rom-com style!
nonviolent communication: are you two just boring and old?
I'm obsessed w your presentation
but everyone knows the
only acceptable old ppl
to ffffff w are not-men
and androids, circa 2013
only acceptable old ppl
to ffffff w are not-men
and androids, circa 2013
Monday, September 3, 2018
and, i knew we'd be together4ever after
i couldn't figure out if my heart had been broken or not because i couldn't look at my text messages on my old dead phone. together is a mind game. and we are in technological limbo. hearts-in-hate.
*but, i'll just always be playing cool now,
because i'm not trying to be with you, how?
*but, i'll just always be playing cool now,
because i'm not trying to be with you, how?
Sunday, September 2, 2018
the impact of soft tissues
contemplate
one-of-a-kind, bones could crack
crash-kiss. turn it on, never goes to Sleep.
~if I had to give you up.
it's only been a year.
one-of-a-kind, bones could crack
crash-kiss. turn it on, never goes to Sleep.
~if I had to give you up.
it's only been a year.
primary paper. full supremacy
method for real-time internal reality
of structures, augmented
with minimal vessels computed
the operative word: augmented.
locate in-depth, an able-body
to compare. this model:
partial three-dimensional
real. handle. properly.
phantom limb and touch permits,
sweet, sweet, staid.
*excarnation of a human liver*
of structures, augmented
with minimal vessels computed
the operative word: augmented.
locate in-depth, an able-body
to compare. this model:
partial three-dimensional
real. handle. properly.
phantom limb and touch permits,
sweet, sweet, staid.
*excarnation of a human liver*
Saturday, September 1, 2018
bb, your time is up
no shared sense
we are now.
that painting is staring back at me. its eyes move.
our head is
older than
our feet.
and, I'm scared to drink the water. objective space.
we have to interact
with the system in
order to perceive it
*I'm hallucinating*
we are now.
that painting is staring back at me. its eyes move.
our head is
older than
our feet.
and, I'm scared to drink the water. objective space.
we have to interact
with the system in
order to perceive it
*I'm hallucinating*
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