Going to upstate new york, almost dying, psycho killer, cabin in the woods, ticks, in the town that inspired twin peaks. Thank you, Copper Union.
And, I will still survive when the plants have died.
a project of skill-less and dead-author labor turned dead-text turned dead-reader, love affair with space, some cloud to influx information without regard for human eyes. &poetry
Going to upstate new york, almost dying, psycho killer, cabin in the woods, ticks, in the town that inspired twin peaks. Thank you, Copper Union.
And, I will still survive when the plants have died.
just how you can't disentangle the ANTM doc from the Epstein docs. Tyra is a Ghislane, of sorts.
THE FRAME IS THE GAME.
WE ALL PLAY.
ARTISTS ARE THE BEST OF US,
BUT CANNOT BE TRUSTED
(either).
Tyra eats babies.
girlboss is just a reification of the patriarchy
--why
not just build an empire on the broken backs of machinists like a classic robberbarron instead of peeling our skin off at the source, one season at a time, with the look of a mother come (coming) to save us from a vast and awful scarcity. why not just see how far our limbs could bend before succumbing to the meat grinder instead. fatherfucking trickle down feminism. there is no room for you
we are compilations of our 'monster's too. that is the sick of it. Igor and Frankenstein, play doctor.
(epstein context)
"The torches."
In 2018, I saw my first Neo-nazzzi rally curving down a Balkan street. American horror story in Europe, to be sure.
2026: "zzz" is right.
"[T]hey are made to be off-screen, outside of the oppressive and patriarchal eye of proof, solution, product. There is nothing concrete, nothing visible, no objective reality, only traces made." Modest_Witness@Second_Millennum FemaleMale_Meets_Oncomouse, Donna Haraway
-cancellation
-foreign policy to die for
-the perception of ally and fear
-to manufacture consent in a river rising above the sea levels w/complacency
`*~precipitate, be still my heart~* `
a privilege & a pleasure --..-- a finish & a lever
and, its so easy to love when you feel it already, turn of the century 'boy problem' for the community to solve.
and, its not my story to tell, but will we ever grow up? --cat..door-- in a world without.
(impotence is best solved wet)
We begged for nuance, on our knees. We gave them an oversimplification of things. For plasma and cookies, in closet that are walk-ins. Rejuvenation. A face without glass, makes the sight a little farther. I'm superficial for a sideline to reality. More to the point: space lasers and plasma pens. But, do wish for once, that someone would call it a built body on the left hand, with violence.
i know i know, but a 'girl' can dream of difference.
Trying to avoid doing that thing I did last time. A post elect: putting the body in danger, willful. Creating a social and professional precarity, dangerously. Burning is fun and all, but we are getting old, willfully.
[include a mock-up in blender]
Paola, slam me against a wall. call, give me your horror stories, like that movie Life Sized and a board game, your move. Pull my hair. Guys, gays, i'm such an adult now, i swear. As cameras get better, my skin gets worse. It's natural. *transactional quotes*
LOL, I'm green. to realize they just made subpar digital humanities projects. CRUSH, it's a future we can't abide. and a dinner with an experimental filmmaker whose work is similar to but worse than, HAHA, honey, i'm flaming. Position CRINGE and can't exist.
[set a scene of 2016-20]
we cringe, we fetal. tell me i'm a relic from the future. like transgressiive seeing & live hypernormalization, when someone suggests making a playlist for a romantic interest is 'too much.' to this, we say, lolawolf, everyfuckingday, ithinkofyou.
[call me anti-academic, by my name/s]
I came up with this idea, I laughed it to myself, reach a hand to my mouth, fingers still smelled of foul--edified--we could read just quotes, virginia woolf all night, but then we'd be v thoughtful & v bored. You prefer the party, right? Midwestern prof from the swamp and for every source of harassment during an entire life and night, we blame kirsten dunst for all millennials.
decibel, what other candidates did? as if opposite. And, be like, oh, wait, i mean:
the very best images are suspended between holograms and horoscopes. Biological vignettes in resin.
Unable to frame the terror of a grocery store visit, a haircut, the dentist. One parking lot at a time.
we are thinkning of existing again, let me know, I'll make you a movie, if you request it. Don't seek shame for desire, for my meat most of all. Not on the eastcoast atm, not on the westcoast, hmu. Proof of life, I'll let you know where I am, in a media rich environment, there is little to know need.
boldly autonomous in the 1970s, when puberty butchered.
the ciskids take pause and slow down, like 90s youth
but, now, somehow unable to choose with precision for double standards
where agency is remodeled as confusion, remedied by problematized language
rhetorically dishonest to fortify the 'real' (like your favorite goddamn cereal)
and abortions are a growth that resumes the moral pains of panic-like our (vapors) founding on hysteria
~innocence is a story inspired by sparkling-water-that-poisons-you product design
~~just upcycle my metadata already~~
*hearts*
can spare me,
can speak on a 'natural' 'god' 'body'
like the patriarchy should not be compelled to participate in[sic] yours.
in a way you don't want it to {like at all
?} physical installations & (s)mall objects, on(e might) call: healthcare