It's not only merit-based (so don't think you are...anything) and this other person, who I think is more worthy (my evaluation) was ineligible, so...

And, no reasons for knocking pegs, what annoys, and nevers happened, misunderstandings easy-does-it, and, not-a-success, all the sees, anyways, but too insecure to notice insecurities, and final files, fashioning-topic, avoid, cannot tell, and probably pushing, never, neverland, and never mind, unwanted's the worst...but, not much of the choices, mentor-lesses.

As if I haven't already been called bombastic by an Italian, to my many faces, 5 years ago.