it is so sad how little we care, and how fake it all was

Some clarity, a dialogue madeAround someone else, is all-in
Self-diminishing. Should be me, me, we.

Lost it for a bit. Some embarrassment,
No one else believed, and they were right
It was just a distraction and a game. Sure
Play, with obsessives and a storyline we sought

Turned from mimicry to some repeat unfair to both things,
             and not funny, and harmful to most-important-me