talk about participation as a means to touch myself

i \want anyone else. (cuts, breaks, ruptures,)
(sometimes heals.) when i think about you i touch myself.
i close my eyes. (that is okay)
i'm on my knees (not enough) i'll do anything for you.

not enough, but a thing too. and fun too. all selfish.

*think i would die if you were to ignore me*
                                                     ^^^^^^^^^^
                                                     =happened=