i think figured out the problem with my work,

 and maybe it is a problem to say and think there is a problem

past formula: concept >>materials/action/context >>product

present? dream up the thing,play>>concept it. reverse engineer, because we like the ideas, and the ideas, in and of themselves aren't terribly difficult, we know how to calculate, we are methodical and controlled, we seek+sought challenge. *always with the challenge, such with downfalls in all relationships, at all times, person, place, thing.

future: do the present thing, then abandon original idea and create work from that concept cinstruct
                        cake, eat, have, cake, eat               *you, sweet (libra) should know best, you CAN have it both ways/