was too hard, got soft. was too big, made small. *we don't stop for anyone, even though*

nothing I ever do is enough,
mostly I just want to die,
*happy for you though*

jealousy is futile,
still embarrassed
about resistance
to politic, we belonged
in your year, the "belonged"
is the part that makes we cry. we wet
~you've got a fast car~

hard hearted series of regressed

We worry sometimes when we meet someone new. We worry we wear our heartbreak. If only you knew me then. And, we keep telling ourself: 1/4 done. But, even if we survive, what's damaged, broken, done? Our Aries fire is watered down, Pisces season is not my strength, know we used to own confidence, even alone.

essay on *fear of erasure*

we bold accidentally
we best when we perform

And, they are afraid of erasure
Watching their history revised
Just like US, a dead-data-gone

tower, pope, devil, empress (thursday, you ask: who loves who more?), temperance, high priestess, death(close chapter, prepare for difference) We are radical Love of Difference..

history on histronics,
a wound creates a whole
and narratives endure negation
digital crash (body) of (financial) boom

corrupt data: poem generated by information for American Horror Story in Europe

friend go gore, been rags

Marlboro touch XL

Man, Bulgarian red cross, Bulgarian red cross

butch cost           

Levi's let's colour coke

perm Texas gore, the wall

live Texas alcohol, Texas asset texas

tour, fan, ink, rust taxi bordello seekers

texas thanks

sorry brat, dingo cat

more gore Texas

center hall sofia rave

gore ultimate glow, forest golf golf

choice Cleopatra art gore

center gore dildo, your hair

group Texas gore, Texas gore services

professional cosmetics gore Texas

Texas levis Texas 

vulgar mode insurance cost

be kind levis finders, tour mouse respect

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taxi sex ate set

fusion art Texas Texas rover go

Texas fresh go fresh

Casio store, Russian ice cream metro

gore car car make gore gore

smoke club eleven, fiat pride

push pull metro pull deli

Pay gore information center

color home metal Levi's

your eye for yore Meth, bad hobby

paint music stop, Texas specialist

made it star, post classy gore

Fuck police wine and dine, Texas

Wi-Fi free zone, you sofia residence Texas

corona extra flip flop Waters

open green zone, bar Roger

he erected store Texas

live sonic hub happen

olaf toys and totally task

loud brine voice proudly presents: usa took Bulgaria brand

on residence France, commerce cafe f rappe

fresh fish, British kings

lord Council, nobody can feel me

inter expo www.britishcouncil.bg

Anna's yore Texas, kill all the Nazi's

eyes lie, rats cultural and informational rip

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got damnit sofia graffiti center of the republic of Macedonia Texas

NEO sty Levi's touch screen

Bank, Texas, one canmobile.com, share

gore texas taxi taxi blast

Pope instinct instinct, pure gallery NORMAL

I don’t cross vans off

gogol and best the taxi

demis, your eye, coca cola inside us

touch of usa store, modern thrown in

school is boring

pump next time, lil brute

the raw text, but no-data-set, just the embodied and annotations

Fuck police man Bulgarian red cross Bulgarian red cross butch cost Levi's let's colour coke perm Texas gore live Texas alcohol center gore dildo Texas more gore Texas rave gore ultimate choice Cleopatra art group your hair professional cosmetics gore gore mode Texas  gore Texas gore services Texas Texas Texas 

(gore is bloody in English, Texas is a red state...republican, anti socialist pro extreme, golden age capitalism) sex ate set fusion art lush Texas Texas Texas rover go fresh go fresh Casio store Russian ice cream metro gore car car fiat pride push pull metro Pay gore information center color home metal paint specialist Levi's your eye for yore Meth bad hobby music stop Texas made gore Texas Wi-Fi free zone you sofia residence wine and dine Texas corona extra flip flop bar Roger Waters open green zone (idea of infographics) he Texas sonic hub brand on residence France commerce cafe frappe fresh fish British Council www.britishcouncil.bg Anna's deli yore Texas kill all the Nazi's eyes lie rats cultural and informational center of the republic of Macedonia Texas NEO sty Levi's touch screen bank Texas one canmobile.com share gore texas blast Pope instinct instinct pure gallery NORMAL coca cola touch of modern thrown in

So, SLU, you admit authenticity is an illusion

Understanding and developing these aspects of self will help develop and expand your sense of authenticity. 

Triangles in a string

When you spend months trying to subtly get people to realize you are a couple by showing up everywhere together and collaborating on projects (because everyone knows that's your MO), but no one catches on, maybe it's time to recognize that your furthering your union seems unholy...like weird, the weirdest, and not in a cool way, not in an opposites attract way, more on in the least sexy, no one wants to imagine...mom and dad...way less sexy than that, actually..."how, why, what happens?" because it's masturbatory (also in a less sexy way), do you just sit around humble-bragging at one another? Encouraging each other's self-righteousness? Each other's toxic self-righteous behavior? Prompting one another to make bad art decisions, because you are both followers and not leaders, and that is one negative-dom run-around mess?

*jealous though. That no one jumped to het.ville on you. *jealous, though, because I just have to have a conversation w a man for people to come (so fast, and hard) to conclusions...for people to say "you had a moment with..." No.

Or,

I have moments with many

Never romantic, devoid sex.

*real human interaction*

via Skype

$$$ is no object

and it's like some upsidedown world of self-fuckery to teeter between waiting for them to (fully realized Imposter Syndrome) find out we're a fraud & conversely questioning if we've been selling ourself short this whole time--and maybe when we kept saying we were "awesome" and "the smartest person in the room" we weren't just performing satirical difference (although, deep post-irony, self-esteemed-millenial) but making it true.

draw down the moon

speak through me
friendship bracelets
something to
hold onto

Linguistic analysis decides: fluid national identity, but we full gross and Americano

There is something there about confession, exhalt we. If you admit to being a terrible person they will forgive you for it. And, then you never have to change, not assimilate at all?

I'm gonna be creepin on you so hard

POP
STARS

what is true?
why is everything is expensive?

MAYBE IN 2 YEARS
YOU'LL FORGIVE ME.

I'll be the one you are.
I'll be one, you are.
I'll move to
mountain
tops,
become
the
forest.

BE A STRANGER AND
I'M GONNA BE
CREEPIN

remember when your mother found us

He said we are fond of You, and if you ever make it back?

You are charming, you still have a friend.

But don’t ask us, we'll meet you at that place we always went.

To look at your films, read the same books again and again.

We cannot, if we had our way, darling...

There are certain films, in which you come Home.

We cannot look at, the first time we kissed.

The personal clutter, you're sorely missed.

The persistence of feeling, we'll forget all your sins.

The hand-touch sensibility, if I could have it my way:

I woudn't be alone.