we burned it down, you know. burning is erasure too.

We mess-up the words:

Loose + slow moving. breathe

. 

It'll happen again, and again. 

Nothing to gain

.

All of my fear, alive.
All of that time, wanting you near

.
*she told me to release me*

*release doesn't come from them*

Someday, confidence. Enough to come inside, tell them

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I only go to cocktail parties held in my honor.