feedback and solutions form an alchemy of post-reaction, and it's pretty romantic and devastating

To be honest, one specific moment I had to re-evaluate: an email you sent.

how to conduct oneself in the presence of the words. in that one instance, an email. a future-altering thing. the magic of standardization and your words. you didn't go out after. either. you wrote.

they grew. they made. they saw the tools.
my media. my more. my simple, hurt fool.

I learned that they are actually vastly complex mechanisms with inherent economics and politics.