scratch me backdoors, change is coming soon. coming soon. i'm feeling pink. licking my fingers

itching surfaces to dig, excavate--find me unfold
i am painless and beauty without your contact, family of info,
something to stick in the data mined, baby, some more
yet-to-me, coming soon inside of me. and, you're not
making it easy. i want to love you, but, sometimes
i kind of thought, even a handshake, "cheap"