we are asking you for weeks, we are pretending (pretending) to be ego, *weep*

to review the lessons of the past 2-3 years, ask you. 
Lessons. Philosophies. Strategies. take some for the future.
investigate what propelled you, currently. Why? You? Them? *we* 
 decide to move in this direction? intentions still solid and sustaining? 
Which in fear? 
feeling of lack? 
to fill a gap? +years