before you get that feeling that someone enjoys you

finally some company before you go, you can get away with anything
it pains me to see, try it, find out that hanging in suspense, cry on fence

and go
and
go
and no
no

+mindless scratch zone,
look down
         fingers and nails
red distressed , and certain takes
much like a
          meta-head




                                                   open with
                                                   hearing
                                                   and splaying
                                                   and what? and paint? and chemicals?
                                                   bug spray--that vehicle
                                                   with the...oh, air freshener
                                                                 *close with*