ability to synthesize conversations
into a statement
group project (which is true, equality of voice sought),
but felt (my v specific tinge of) familiar
guilt--which
is that that was easy because they have many convos,
I practice those dark things, a means of
pointed exaggeration
(and, am in the company of v smart ppl aware of
this, but all-personal not always the case).
So, blanket statement, for future interactions--we difficult,
I
know: we brainwash. We say something with conviction;
you listen and
nod your head, maybe. We say it again, online,
offline, a few weeks
later; the sentiment feels familiar, you
listen more receptively because
it seems to be shared by more.
We bring it up again; you finish the sentence, you think it is yours.
*it sounds
upsetting, it is manipulative, it is example & study &
research--
a way to mold the world...transform through language--trust
that I do this.
trust I am not the only one. trust that I will always be
a bit fucked up, but
I'll tell you what I am doing to your face, time to be an active listener.
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