Wednesday, April 29, 2015

straight up, straight-laced, I'm coming for you

Responsibility. Response so up-n-tight,
Like, old USA, channeling sort of porn,
Consistent-like, falling for that, want it in my hive.

Centrality.

crawling outta skinny jeans, gotta get that new, new iRentity, cause that's where ya start

Sick n stick, binge n purge,
   maybe, go back, not a 'natural performer', how dates, Don't wanna be like Ken.

Compartmentalize. Throw on a persona, tired of that old, new one.

Get that old-old, like body-lockin', 20teen.
S'that intellectual, with perfect textual grammar, and appropriate jokes, and poetic work, with serious, like serial, analysis. Got that anal.4.0.
                                                   N', bb, I miss me.

someone organize a teen-slasher-horror-sex-romp-in-the-woods for #afterafterparty, we high. lighter your eyes

Fuck Yo' Brows 2015,
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A sddR grrr than you. Production.

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Come to My Event:

That time I used Reese crying
    off a Freeway,
For truck stop hooked syndrome, and
    barefoot brit-nay.

six stacked scabs

and zed never returned, hard-boiled
collected, torpid smoke, end of tomorrow

somany pagers, worn skin,
dopple-effect, minus consent

self-replicating machine

aren't we all?

   and.  when you go as far as to call self a
writer.        
                        xxx
drowning in other people-reading

Friday, April 24, 2015

more fb deleter

Gross, Year--aged x2, became a sloppy #emodamaged mess, a problem child supreme--so overing, it's now an anywhere dance parties, never-ending wrists...tree trucks, epic exxxageration, I'm falling for you.

a music video

You're my number one guy, or whatever, Chloe S spotting halfway, t-shirting details, plus, high heels...asserting, revisit that 09-9-9-9. And, hittin' it 3y early on that deni-leather jacket trend, I mean, ex-models...I've given you my youth!

Thursday, April 23, 2015

more's more, dummy...scrit/scrot

My paranoia on view via your FB.

oh, gud, the feedback loop

"I was really going to be something by the time I was twenty-three(dimensional)."

Interesting How, Work for It

Always proud-of-self when clean apartment,
never disappointed at how it got  
unclean. Like a precious butterfly. iAm.

so, i just started watching homeland right after watching alias

Showtime and Netflix conspiring to increase paranoia and feel bad about my guns for bikini skeezon.

Monday, April 20, 2015

i really do want the best for hugh

Few or You?

a.k.a. swede, or, blonde
a.k.a specific race of aliens
                  (feeling)do not interfere
                  help us (wanting) advance

"...due to laws of the universe. The nordics we thought we had an alliance with turned out to not want to help us advance technologically."

so new yorker humor piece leads to rando googling

"originate from the cold icelands of scandinavia and northern europe yet are the least hairiest."

LOWERED EXPECTATIONS

You have to hold them in your eyes so they know it's not the real.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

unsent text message

Wait, wait, okay, last thing I'm going to text about this (because it is incredibly rude to burden you with my feelings about it) but, am I like the creepy Jennifer Jason Leigh character in that lady-on-lady crime movie Single White Female? Please say no...I, weirdly (probably unnecessarily), feel like a pariah.
Q: Do you know what makes that movie great?
A: A realistic, yet horrifying makeover scene.

That Lyric "Get Off My Areola" is Better Than Anything I could Write

French + Swiss really like poems, only one BlackBerry user, never repeat. UniversalFeesParser of my dreams.

And I'm Going to Try Not to Let it Get Me Down

Because your showbiz is showing and
I don't want to see it.

Turning it into a talk show tween,
"You just jealous! I'll steal your man too!"

Saturday, April 18, 2015

and its all true just ask the girl scouts of america

Statistical Data.

when i was 14 i went from an A to a C, two ways

and Santa Clause said hi and open doors, and looked up and down and i

tried to hide               any want
learned to hide want
because wanting made want possible
not just you   but for others   too

cool for school


Friday, April 17, 2015

imhip imcool imdown

"chub rub on my 4yo pants is super impressed with the progress of my 100lb weight gain#relatable #solikeable #human #cheeseburgersandfriesandbeerorwhatever #unhealthybutchillasfuck"

UD, finally for me

wall-eyed background character: found
                                                     lacking
                                          

what a sad little artist statement: strike through

never so ingenuine, super, over-the-top sincere   oh, and
my
     irony is bleeding, now

need. straight. head.         opposite day, for Sacred Grounds

Thursday, April 16, 2015

go olive garden (insider's call "horrible") a decade in place

only once in    and out, because
do I have to say it?

editied. like. square business cards.

show me more. just
as they pulled the paper off their door.

comfort knowing, paper-thin walls, hear
me crying over too, and you are home again
I remember you laughing at me, singing

when you're here, you're family.

Self-perpetuating Protheses (since 5yo, jealous?)

Mouth of the South. Speak no Evil.
And living up to the name, one earnest, one ironic,
But, love me like my mom does, thanks.

My WiFi's name is SerialSkiller

Isn't that clever?

newadventuresandgrandgesture: "and thats my image of what a poet did" he, uncle,cliff, no success, on fringe

how many ways can you tell a story?

       line.  my eyes with it.
takes notes, video impulse

graphic emote, in middle-school,
                                                           totes

Sunday, April 12, 2015

first-base, all-the-way

Exploiting this thing that is given to me, but not owned. Control my power, and I'll push through 'girl'hood forever, and, don't worry, I'll have fun doing it. Making with a fool.

Half-life of old anxieties. And, how do zombies come into play?

OMG, middle-school metal-head,
even your texts are trust.

The Victim Didn't Look. Just. So.

Old, Regarding, on the crease in Pain of Others, superiority contest, popularity complex.

Saturday, April 11, 2015

like a sddgrrr theory, or a Julavits novel

Make easy on social-self, internalize 'hate' more...make easy on psychic-self, externalize it more.

Friday, April 10, 2015

Foodporn

Short form stories on FB, read like poetry, no big deal, everything in this book is true, but none of it is real.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

and if i read one more thing about the abject intentionally

before reading abjection, unintended

     trying to last the night
     with a smile painted   thin
                            barely     care

sit it down, was calling on my faults

How desire? Halved supplied, according to instruction. How desire?

A hardy hello, they came to know
Called, in and out, in and out
            No staple

Beating.              Cut, not dry.
            This metric
Is making it worse. Take two.
They're going to eat me alive.

"You Are a Sensitive Receptor. Where's the Climax?"

Reading a death longer than life,
stomach-pit, 1:35, no better time,
       everybody just wants to play with me. Media mutilate more,
genitalia most of all.
                 This facsimile of an obscure object of
Duchamp.