Wednesday, November 30, 2016

club thumpin

Support weak in making a strong decision. Don’t ignore a personal matter. Winning: Your treat.

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

what is this. bra.dead bro.down--"I was just high! I wasn't hitting on them!"

what if someone sexually harassed their TA by putting suggestive text in the 'comments' of their code, because they are def going to look at their code and say it is messy, and after they read the comments, dirty, even


that other quote:dostoyevsky:that's too idealistic and therefore cruel

inescapeable re:search me

like they did in (the) PIT ,,walking
on all-charm prof, most large and work

some poetics in your voice too

//that quote: faith is a means by which one resigns oneself to the
    //present in order to invest in the abstract promise of the future


apple-head, shoot. Cracker!barrel

ar, ta, ge, ca, leo, vi, li, sc, sa, cap,  aq, pi;

  text("Choose Your Signification.")

why waste anything? cult of product

//pop-up, incessant. photo*high*end*taste*level*william tell: 2 opts

smart, tough, dangerous, your future

tonight might    yourself
take, make someone want
adjust, close conversation
situation  listen one seem

down love?      better pace.

Monday, November 28, 2016

fearing desire

mimic success

the best thrill, little feels of embarrassment

so serious, no wink, so gone
no wink? question if that's a thing
why is serious bad?

comedy is too safe sometimes.

Examine ways you talk and why:

How alienation make analytical possible
But participates, contributes oneness too


"allow your confidence to carry you through each day"

as like someone 'really, really ridiculously good-looking'
unfortunate symptomatics application of appearance
we've lied on to well, blind confidence, heard despites abilify

still think using political bodies to pay off student debt is bette than using own


Look at this dump truck of a face. Back off!

self-exploitation fingers you knew

this is our face.

there are inpressions
of some 'friends'.

...exp is the only real.

morning college try

my sister thinks i look like this swedish beauty vlogger--yeah, maybe when i was 19

they make cereal killers, don't they

maybe markseltzer was right all along.


At least from what could have been extrapolated from late 90's interaction with technology.

loss of affect in the publics


can only relate with self-meds...we empathy


despite med removal, some wisdom truth

'left behind' is a term for those who do not understand self mediation?

and, who screwed everyone who does?

boring identity

div class, maybe I was irony

a stitch in time saves lives, aka

It's nine in further reads: Humiliated and Insulted

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

*terribly made, but very detailed*

casting callers

Just because we turn prescribed baggage into a toolbox, does not mean id poli is up for derision...used to justify inclusion in Dom, your poor privilege ruined. Nope.

I almost just fell out a window. I think you all should really cherish me while I'm still allve


++I'm sprung
+I need to be more discrete!
++Cool as

I just assume imma bright light in your dull, dim life. Clearly the 7 year olds I'm teaching think so. "This is dumb. I want to do my homework instead." Kmn 

the most useless proofs

Let we never exist in a system where I feel the need to protect        "my own" despite action.
If they have wronged you, they will come.
 and still, all exploit, be The Patriarchy.

some 90's slow jam, "close to you" anywhere "kitchen floor"

Oh, triangles. We will all be disappointed.

it's all bleaching and bleeding from here, veep. *meep*

...and that is how my research veered from post-human identity politics to violence + capitalism~Systemic Violation: cult of production in bodies of youth. (guess what. same thing. everything is the same thing)
We don't absorb 1/4 of what we read, but we swallows...we swallows most of it

impotence on high rn, all alerts, they still think Art makes better societies

Failing to notice we. That more than anything else we are impotent. Dude, we too. And, the constant years long knowing of that is tiring. Never able to satisfy some other thirsty, thirsty in the mirror and unwilling to give. Unwilling can be the same as unable. And it makes its way to identifiers too. Some thing we call Artist is impotence at high key, gloss, and finest. We cannot but point and symbolize, because profession is for selfers.


A -live out loud-, a -card swapping- week, so with they. Say travel, and +All the notes and all the theory in the world couldn't tear me away.+ But, "Where on Google’s green earth would you like to drop your next today?"

well we conquered you

because you fell asleep first.

we are going to have to
ask you to leave our brain now.

Monday, November 21, 2016

giant ego lol

At least I wrote like 5 poems in the past 5 hours...if nothing else. And I wrote them myself--mostly. So, please impose hierarchy with takes hours to humanity-stumble onto the right trigger shit and copy pasties

refinery29 illustrations,

go fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurself

we aren't syncing, w/e, jealousy, also..."boss me, butchy"

Make me bold actions, with publics recognition
Think twice in sheets. meeting match, player
We do homework, facts and figures
They won't take 'no' for an answer (fuck you)
Forward with feels, show clear intention--transform
S.S. crave we alone, well curate company
       &future-talks don't overwhelm (for once)

FyourL too

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Be readied for year-long depression, Arians

2017 is your last chance for partnership in 12 years.
Bitch, you're gonna die.


Saturday, November 19, 2016

with death, masked. we should be more nonchalant & we sprung

but, if we're gonna die anyways, if our world is ending, if our bodies are wrong, we should just make out, even. fuck. instead of crying and masturbating every night to mixtape club circa 2008 and remembering when we had Obama-fate

we r so obvi just like all u. say name, say name, say name, talk about more than any other, count the number, always on minds

Lightbulb: write them into your movie as your love interest (middle school tactics)

Thursday, November 17, 2016

just abusing the body in every depraved possibility

Another self-hate-portrait for the road.
Like 50/50 unhappy tops, and$50/$50 for wanting,
                                                 + Murder me, like you
                                                      Murdered my +

I have done this before, it is familiar, and it did not work out as intended, Transparent Manipulator

If anyone has ever shown you a modicum of kindness, it's 4 am.
Someone else other than them should have their job. +Me most.
Say it aloud. we told the mom not to call the cat a girl. +Identify.
She is a word for Her. +That hurt. Spell I CUP, I see you pee. Tee.
I had a touch of the social anxiety disorder. Always read the who.
Never wanted to know rejection. +Some minimum paid. Illusions.
Belover or hater? Accountability is fiscal. Facial tense up, get high.
Preexisting condition, a product title. Do kegels count as exercise?
We are more for lavendar. Face-crush, source-code. +We feel know.
Everything we do is just a ghost of you +I smell you more than now.
February astrology, be might. Settle for me, so there is so guarantee.
Very few know what is up. Up, Miley? That rejection-attraction thing.

I will never begin with disclaimers, New Job, never.

descaling your coffee maker   we just wanna see you naked   injection site   what self-love interrupts: social change (?)   hard line, elicits reactions, survival instinct   personage-thing, long known interesting   some social abuse with correspondence of closeness   we are only drunk and alone   we've stolen everything, bananafish   heavily curate the things allowed and say,   you are what you burn for   no answer    heart-to-heart   hater   indiscriminate acceptance of proposals   let's be honest, it's more of an obligation   extended version   so humble for you, likes me   this profile pic is the right amount of seventeen   they look really good   a lie's a lie, genius   not a jenna, a lilem   sometimes we think to self: self, we   definition of a palm   what's your angle, adrian?   facebook privater   think about out gaping   some days we wish for some apparent and brave deformity   would you rather MFkills   we don't like that as the last thing   I reject being unallowed to be the underdog, hear me?   

it is charging for you. You. just for you...Both *is she perverted like me?*

Fondle my trigger, blame all funds.                        Save me from this Hell on Earth.
                                                  *things look peaceful*
Me. Me. Smut.              What a moving performance last night.            All sex, no debt.
                        *i wish*                      *nothing*                     *you both*
Aries finds it stupid. Reckless abandon. Tell me who's good, I need to understand worthy.

*hold me til you die*                                                                       *but you're still alive*
Prefers blondes, do you think it's hard? XoXoX, KB. Wishes wet asleep. Title for shorts.
                                                             *i'm here*
Okay, I forgive you. Elevated respect, daddy, man. Misspelling for you. Make you, remake.
*a*                                       *version*                 *of*                                                     *me*
Aren't we all demagogues in transit.                       Some like it home. And Squad coals. Prof.
                                                          *some mess*

We have a reputation. We have a superficial. As Fuck. Mother Other, make we right. Cadaver.
*remind you*                                                                                                              *deny me*
                       Humor keeps you at a distance. And, soon with deletion. Some save.

mouth+foot *some reccommendations* "you'll learn"

This is the thing: some disregarder from the ends on days. 7 minutes.
Heaven, define irony. "You couldn't afford it." A mans.laughter, "How
are you doing today, beautiful." Beautiful, no name. No placed. In it
tedious exorciser. Bike. When did so distrust? Who is we? Polyamory.

Write one more time with feeling, mine, gut and *almost history* we.
Almost pleasing. Something in the dark will find me for you, and we
make too meek. There have been exactly 4 in 4 who. Advertise with it.
How do I know if we are related? Celebrate. Celibate. This shit. Ugh.

We have been written. Lampooning people who align themselves. Those.
Not even remotely crushing it, killing it, take a break, roll a hit. Over and
under. L. Love. Stalk options, get poetics. In, on, at. Not one with my humor.

I just need one person to like me. Good I've got the one.

underlined, out

pretty, let me lay this down for you <no links>seeing red: mean in the feeds, followed in the streets (italy, pittsburgh, st. pete)

if there were only one category
this counts as thesis writing *all difference*
+some listed months+

At This Point, Haven't We All Heard Me Cry

This Version of We

what's with this distance?

seems so obvious.

some comfort from way over.and over.and over

this could be empty, and, oh, we could be too

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
*everyone knows it except the two of us*
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're a kind of my protégé and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
 *everyone knows it except the two of us*
I've more than honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cause you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
                                                       *no one knows it except the one of us*

and, i hear im not telling, and you cant tell

which is really just the result of everything else being transparent and play

but, actually, come. play w/me.

"your reputation precedes you"

Or some bs.
Thanks for telling me

&we can have anything as long as we ask
because asking is the hardest way to pay

Monday, November 14, 2016

November 2016 (in case we never can again)

October 2016 (production is fading)

September 2016

August 2016

July 2016

June 2016 (lil bro bday, gem in i)

May 2016 (I always thought I'd die in May)

April 2016