Wednesday, December 28, 2016

cut hair shorter and am obsessedddddd

Sharp words first w/ UP.
Knock plastic, "fake marble?"
Suburbanites snicker at big box.
yell at them (@) yell at them (@)
Yell:"I don't want this Target life!"

Think: you're like two years older than me tips, sorry you have a toddler, but just because you are wearing sweaters and I have a hole in my Docs, that doesn't make you better than me!

Know: you can't stay at your mom's for winter breaks anymore, you ridiculous angst.creme

im like, oh my gud, if they have a google alert for my name they really luv me

Camera shot: we are binge eating out of garbage can rn.

But, a totally clean and respectable, real small and basically a new bag, basically.

Someone has said this about you, but not about me. Little do we know...

... ------                ------ ...
++++++        ++++++
I have no interior life,
 and you are my soul


We Are, like, Queering Space all-the-time, so yeah.

B better have my $$$

*it's effing treacherous out there*

seriously tho, cant i just make money being 'me'

I'm mean. In some waif, I already have.
I mean, why do you think I chose art..?

unlicensed psychotherapist renaming session

Am now Kevin Bavarian official
and future-cat is Libra Conanian

Anoint every cat we meet Libra Conanian
the first, the second, the third, and on, until
one day theTcat raises its head, says, "Yes."

she has a shower you can slow dance in

a dream

that's why i make fun of dads...i am one


Monday, December 26, 2016

isn't all dasein by design?

toilet paper


soft + hard


"shower curtain"

                    funhouse capitalism + trolling the ArtNet. marketplace, whatever. 

thesis breakthrough in a car on xmas, phone=dead, inking the inside of anon's mickey D's bag

and I will write a synthetic
synthesis essay, a company's

listing with trollhunter and reading [art magazine]

and thinking '----ies' are bad fake-troemel,
and, like,
adults, please--if you're going to take your
19-y-o-S-O's 'likes' as advice, do not dumb
down from origin. only steal to make better,
                                               to make(out) with something.

Friday, December 23, 2016

Thursday, December 22, 2016

sometimes somedays somethings stick

You can't let a dead child live in this"""""""""""""""""""""""

give anything to change the one thing valued in we

How to fight lame instinctuals,
whissh can only indoctrination make  R
      to find some opportunistic boneR

when everyone slowly realizes that your joke about being a Dark Unicorn is a

thinly veiled and mildly sexualized                        quip
framed by a history of degradation and

a hint at bravado covering,     covering, cover me
                                                    the truth that you
                                                    are the least
                                                    person you know.

most effort/least payoff

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

june and back, no one's subject--wait, my choicing


stoner in dialectic, furry wonders & turn era

In Are You Afraid of the Dark: draws a penis and jumps to His death.
                                                                                 You are His music.

never gonna find you for a thing, some kate bush ripppppoffff song

Of course he reminds you of me.
*I can't believe it took you so long to figure it out*

we want to be hackable

it's a metaphor

new round: wicked game

and sister says, fault after
singalong "I don't want to fall in love."

and sister says, fault own 
"don't worry you won't"

                          fault own    it

Monday, December 19, 2016

that thing S turns on me

*.*~a sexual holding pattern~*.*
stuck in erotic <> self-oscillation

genius ppl around me now. with that rebel appeal.

What does it mean to constantly combat the norm? What reaction do you elicit without /circumcision\
Calling all Focault. Some power of language. Some denial at that. You are my practice.

Goblin King.

Just kiddddsss, of course you do.

My Life's Work,

As soon as you tell we not to do something, we are going to do it.

All reactionary-like, angsty teen af.

Friday, December 16, 2016

a blink is a jump cut

kneel down in front of me,
we like             receiving.

I never need until I die

possessed by memory: retreat.
we are all trans parency, on the shout out thing.

hold me never. vegan no touch, but know
I don't care about the "real thing".
I never cared about the "real thing".

good is fake, so is we. All facsimiles

desire for strength and power:
        socialize this Human Behavior

is like some heaven sent for teen ages adult  

On Notes me

All history,
further reads: holla back!
Austin & Searles: Performativity

teacher evals

I'll evaluate you real good

our history is in loves with you


Wednesday, December 14, 2016

some broken barriers do work

I just wanted my body in the same room
as your body. This is my body. Official.
This author is semi-fictional. Aren't we
all? "Willfully inaccessible." "Cat analogy."

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

we dangerous, aren't we

and it just wants to be heard
without subjugation, direct

i woke up for this

i woke
for this

physical is over, sorry

power dark self

freeing this again, in oppositions, but same, some repeat

++and our relative attractiveness is irrelevant and we always think we have all the game but who knows, maybe it wasn't wrong, even though it was a lie, "You should totally go for it,"   because we would just have kept-safe-waiting    "And, I'm probably more transparent than I think," and that is pretty transparent too.++

in some fucked up turn of events, i surely hope i've finally proven i can befriend misogyny as well. are you readied to accept we?

When ppl worry about my feelings, I just really want to say, "Nah, I'm cutthroat af and I wasn't being self-doubting, I was telling you to get stepping."

But, then I also want them to think I'm self-conscious enough about their words and actions that they do not think I am too large, because then they would try to destroy we. But, then I want them to respect we and my input, so I don't want them to think I'm weak. And, I want to seem sufficiently humble, but I can't because then I'll seem insecure and they'll pounce. And, I'm like actually ready to be cutthroat af but the social is baring down on we and I just want to be honest and this is how confusion starts. With questions like: for feels? And why? So, then I'm like what is real even?

sexxy cat costume

what's wrong with being sexy smelly.

i can see you on the countryside

sitting in the grass, side by side

be           my    love,

"stop writing every post about me!"

Emojis are such a readable text/vocabulary that ppl edit them in their posts for better articulation.
Tech catch up. Spellcheck still turns 'emojis' to 'smouldering'.


I just figured if the world was gonna end we could make-out, or at least hold hands, jobs. But, whatever. Right. Makes it out with no sense.

one lineR

Did I tell you about how a prof asked me if I was on the trans spectrum because of my given know, because I'm so obviously a "woman". If it weren't for trump/pence I might have made a joke about it being my root (But I'm a Cheerleader shout out). Might have.

They have also said that at least if trump is impeached that pence has exp in gov, is you even know how dangerous this person is?!?!

I like the receiving end. you dropping, I'm catching

Are thank you notes psychotic? You're welcome.

some nordic profanity

the number of times I can run across a colleague's name while researching how to do something everyone else thinks is killing my fucking ego on top of all the other dead things falling off me these days. I want to vomit all over you


Simone Weil, and give thanks. I found you in my threads, my DNA. Ate, even. We don't celebrate.
What I'm trying to say is that I'm watching Son in Law tomorrow anyways!

been working so hard on this identity shift, for what feels like years now

Finally getting treated like a desperate single person. I'm eating it up. Still don't understand Rom Coms

Bathing at pitts zoo

Read 4 books in 2 days, wanting to most of all plagarize 0ne--give me your life source, make green coffee on residuals, get thigh high, work on website, listen to Haim(embarrassing), Spivak, screw-up for a year, just one. Loose rage. Year 1: the haters are coming!

I meant to write loose. Loose like a tooth. Rage just dangling. *time to get the eff off* I've had better and worse things off/on/in this body. Bodieees. Losing all meaning

from the book that we stoned that we heard 'we are the shit'

"I need you to recognize that this shit is killing you, too, however more softly, you stupid motherfucker, you know?"

michelle branch song

ask me how many hours it's been since i slept. ask me what's in my freezer. life is a horror. blood bathe in yourself (read it like 'belieb')

the atlantic links

Finish reading later: pretty pedestrian/annoying for ppl w quantum mech and theoretical phys background, BUT implications vr/ar, in support of diarist approach to theory, and what does it imply about delusional politicians..?

kevin brophy

*is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school *is going to read erotic friend fiction out loud at school*

*I wish I dealt with more androids*

Is it possible to feel gaslit, but then also feel like it seems like you're gaslighting someone else? But also you're totally not doing that! Because they are actually legit crazy. Everyone, everyone. That person is crazy. I'm telling you.

when ppl worry about yr f33lings

Nah, I'm cutthroat af and I wasn't being self-conscious, I was telling you to get stepping.

influx of capital

privated Facebook posts

Sunday, December 11, 2016

They said

and They will tell all in soon.

but today They said,

"they want to be a sub, but the world keeps expecting them to be a dom."

it was in critical, but, They really like me, even though we sibs, and that--

"I really want to be a dom, all the power, but the world positions me as submissive."

--is why.

Change the Script, B

even really, really smart people
don't really think sometimes
about the power of language
on with bodies and the like.
it's a big, big move to bow
down in front of someones.
poker face.

some truth skills

I am so depressed by the idea of trying to look 'hot'.

why do we even talk to you

to me?

used to your existence?