Sunday, April 26, 2020

just like a character of intent

to remain immune

one day we will come down
only for you to come up.

there is a chill to a back
that radiates an arm, like attack

the sound of water, thicc drops
softened by a flesh (9)of cup
 
 

dont be sad. pls dont feel hurt. ill holda hand insideyou

pls dont go
we
love u
so
and we
will eat u head-like + whole

sweet bang

daily, even to move the out of head;)

she used to talk about you all the time
she is talking about, waiting to hear     someone else

fully academic   and    withholding authority
you   have    lost a   luster

in a controlled field,    a cloud
we take stock of the work and fold

asymmetrical power structure, sure   why not?    but
it was fault    you were never ~owed a knowledge and access, yet
granted it
       for a limited time,   with grace

an offering 

(a poetic you, an inevitable she   with lack)


Saturday, April 18, 2020

I am using my inside voice

An immediate and silent punch

We
 Have
  Always
   Been
    Distance.

Monday, April 13, 2020

a sad note from 7 months ago, before i cared for a body that lost organ, after caring for your body that sprung limbs

````````````````am```````````currently`````````spending````````approximately`````1`0`hours````a```week
s`exting & I honestly can't think of a better use of my time than making sure they feel care & come.

sleep [in] mode & [active]

don't tell her we [save] by forgetting her face.
we work best with self, when we give up, else.

I chewed a cheek.

I wet her wetness.
I learnt to speak.

read me.read me. readme

                                          we have to :believe: it
                                          held some value to
                                          hold some space /w/ me
                                         

*crisis* is also listening to paramore

purge
purge
pure

you've taken your bind off

it's very emotional.
[to make you more]

sweetest thing.
[a simple bite]

year-long-thing.
[cut a handheld]

stay 6ft away from phone as much as possible. it is okay. i never thought it'd last.

it was the point.
circle jerk*wink* circle jerk*wink* circle jerk*wink*
a friend said: oh, i get it. they're an anecdote.

i'd say that on an angry day, if anger were possible.
if it weren't all solidly allocated to systems

not the people (or the person

~you want to spend your life with, aries
~~and that's a big problem. a big never
)

we listen to st vincent, we bathe in your oats, we cry into the cloud

we see a peel of paint float in our water
(bc our garbage landlord appliance painted instead of reporcelaining the tub)

.it's a comedy.

we made us up before invented

isolation is the greatest hug.
9only losers are alone9
               e       e        e

do you feel the tension of my inertia?
hold back a bite. like this man. look.
at us.
look at us now.

we set w a bu bb le
wet like a f l w r

If it floats, it's ready

Market culture, death cult:
I'm bathing in your breakfast

until I eat all that's left (of you)

Use you out of my world.
 


we put bodies at risk

aries, you can't go back. you can't get that time back.
to be near. to cannibalize your presence from this bath.

reading + crying, situation 124

monstrous public gallery
  we told of the soak
media shows
  they ~loved our extra
the end of signification

humanization that provokes alienation
public access received as private excess

contaminate this space
  this is how we end times