when, did so, distrust? who is we? and why is polyannaing embarrassing? I WANT TO BELIEVE

some paranoid-space, and hoping for insomnia-driven-delusions, 
but, up-for-stakes, can't help but think: 

ahh, I see it, I figured it out. 
It was good though, you almost got me. 

There are many ways to control a situation.
Distract, busy-work, enemy closeness...who said I was a problem?

But seriously though, who said it?