to enjoy. fools stop. sometimes it takes a second, the *.*why*.*

the lie: in the form of that strange politeness you wear so well.
for me: general assumption that lies are told to add excitement to your humdrum life.
the lie: in that way, boredom is an existential bane.
for me: but also perspective. because geez. really?
the lie: why shit on me? why be bored?
for me: you have their ear. you have their smile on command. i'll never forgive a thing.
for me: you are wasting time too! before i find a way! come and find a way back!

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ecstatic!
poetic!
syphilis!