going insane. today: shook. trauma of responsiblity. delicate, circuitous bodies under care.

mental looks a little different sometimes:
plucking each leg hairs with tweezers
while listening to next month's taroscope
thinking about that total concept. that person that exists more in your mind than reality.
worrier princess advice column reading and worrying about how contact is a means to an end

and sometimes prolonged pain is a way. to suspend relief. and sit in known: queer tragedy

*we are self indulgent*