please message me back! i swear I'll be better! less intense, less aware, less willing to be honest about your obvious shortcomings, I'll pretend to be the type of person that can fawn, that can deny any problematic thinking, un-nuanced and lost-in-convention, even that convention of thinking-out-side, self-righteous alienation, come back to me

infatuations are willing to accept
many friend requests, but i know
you know that silence is the best
way to hurt me and like some falls
that means you at least are still seeking to harm. still wanting to inspire emotional pause.
*i really miss my old computer*