an old + privateR thing...probs high

Really concerned that no matter what we do we are still ourselves, and try so hard*all the fucks*more is what's up, not enough, most unsuccessful please stand up, and you've been traded in too, proximity kills, go aheads perform for them, and*I really thought I was going to be something by the time I was 23(or, w/e#)*and I'm at a loss, a loss, whatever the fuck that means *I smell like I sound*