also thinking of all those times people treated me like a dumbass, even though i could clearly read them like a cereal box, so

then i just started pretending to be a party 'girl' out of anger
and then i sort of started partying and then that illusion of
this self came back again this year, because effing MFAs
actually think they are in-control adults and that their mild
(and privilege founded) political activism and views are
effecting anyone besides those by their side. heads up b/s
you're moving
unilaterally.
and we
see you
forever
and we
aren't
impressed with your intellect and lack of
self-awareness, but at least you are trying,
i guess.